Reading List

  • If I Stay by Gayle Forman
  • Steve Jobs The Man Who Thought Different by Karen Blumenthal
  • The Grapes of Wrath by John Steinbeck
  • The Lost Boy by Dave Pelzer

Sunday, October 27, 2013

Monday Muses

What comes to mind when I envision my childhood...
"An Endless Book"

Never too many toys,
never too much noise,
always a fuss, 
cause there's never enough`

bubble baths,
homework is math,

playing in the dirt,
getting hurt,
mommy's love
fixes all,
when I fall

Not wanting to get clean,
Jack is so mean

stuffed animals,
little snacks,
kissies and hugs

Pretzels and Cookies were a favorite,
such a supply,
I didn't have to savor it

"Oh! Have you grown!"
Have I known, 
I would have treasured
the moments like those

"Mommy I want to go to bed"
she was too busy 
"Mommy can you tuck me in?"
she was on the phone
"Please?"
I toddled away 
and tucked myself in

we gave my turtle away,
bye bye 
we gave my guinea pig to the big guy in the sky,
goodbye 

"Jack hit me first!"
"It's not fair!" 
"I don't care"
"Let's play"
This is what I said.

Trips to the park,
laying in the grass,
pretending,
dreaming,
wishing

I'm a princess today
throw all my cares away,
just me and mommy
and we're here to stay,
singing songs,
chasing butterflies,
tea parties,
playing along,
play dates,
school,
coloring,
giggles,
crayons,
bows,
dresses,
trips to Grandma's,
it's all over now
take a bow

I cry,
I sigh,
I fly,
I fall,
I laugh,
I sing,
I dream,
But I know that you'll always be there for me

// my child hood felt like it would never end //


2 comments:

  1. This is super good! As i read this i could pull out things from my childhood!

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  2. i am really taken back by your poem. it's soooooo touching and i love it. it's really fascinating and i can see that it means a lot to you. i sleep with my little sister so i still get tugged in. it feels good so i can see why you miss it.

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